Call me a dreamer.
Call me an intuitive fool.
Call me idealistic, or hopeful, or far-fetched.
Go ahead and call me unrealistic.
I've heard it. Swear.
I see a vision for my future. I see it bright and I see it clear. I see what it feels like to be walking my dog, 5 years from now. I see what I'm wearing. I even smell what it feels like outside. I see the people I am surrounded around as I walk by. I see happiness and I feel alive.
I trust with all my being that because I see this and because I feel it, I persistently will fuel so much passion towards my personal finish line that I will not stop until my heart fulfills what my heart desires.
My craving to reach success in my pursuit of personal happiness, is something that I don't brush upon lightly. It is my life to live and most importantly it is my responsibility to honor myself.
With this I plan to prove the odds.
Personal happiness happens within your state of mind.
If that isn't extreme responsibility, forgive me while I run to wash my dishes.
What makes me, breaks me. And what scares me, drives me.
This is my vicious cycle.
The control that I seek is to visualize this picture so clearly. To know that it is up to me.
I watch on the big screen, but I also live on the stage.
I realize that through the process of getting towards the future you envision, life happens.
It happens hard and it happens fast.
My one awful test grade does not define me..
Make that a handful test grades.
What I say in haste does not define me.
How I perform on the field during a Sunday game day does not define me.
And eating a chocolate double fudge brownie sundae, probably just means that I really love to splurge on some melted heaven every now and then.
My choice is to see a happy future for myself.
My choice is to care about my personal life.
My choice to wake up and breathe in the air of what I love to do and my choice to believe this is all possible defines me. Repeatedly.
If you're reading this. Thank you for believing in me. And if you don't. Thank you for being my motivation.
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